It’s like i never really grew out of singing and dancing in my room when no one was around.. it just turned into moshing and screaming.

Unfortunately, I am having quite a difficult time finding a job that will accept me and my outrageous hair. I figure that it’s another thing i will have to get used to in a small town. I used to live in a big city with tons of people with wild hair and clothes so everyone was quick to accept it because there really was no choice. But here, in this small town, people find my hair to be a sign of rebellious intentions. Which is ridiculous. It has been quite difficult to have anyone here give me a job. It’s pretty sad actually, that i can’t make a living without conforming to society. But as i get closer to becoming an adult I realize i may have to consider dying my hair a natural color, black. It’s actually a more difficult decision for me than one might think. I mean, this is what I’ve wanted to look like since i was 8. This is what makes me feel pretty. I feel comfortable this way. But i realize i’ll have to put on hold this look. Anyways, I know this was boring.. twas a rant. All in all, im dying my hair black soon. And i will return to blend in with people, which is uterly boring, but I need a job to raise money for college. So you win this round society. But only this round.

He’s the kind of guy i’d make a sandwich for.

I guess i shall crawl into bed and cuddle with myself. 

why does the refrigerator have to be so far from me.

Coffee in the morning, tea at night.

“She’s too beautiful to cut herself.”

Was there a level of ugliness that you have to be in order to make it socially acceptable to cut yourself? Really? Because no one should put a knife to there skin.

My sisters in a criminal justice class for college and she had to make a crime scene in the backyard and take pictures and all. So i dressed up as an elf and laid in the backyard with candy canes surrounding me and the story was i got assaulted with candy canes while making a gingerbread house.

I’m gonna join anime club at my school. Maybe ill make some friends guys.

I know how to make homemade pizza.

shouldn’t that be good enough for a guy to date me

I CAN MAKE YOU PIZZA.

i hate when my dog sits behind me while im on tumblr

i feel like he’s judging me when i scroll down and porn keeps showing up

I think what hurts the most is being in love with someone that loves you too. But 1600 miles tore us apart.
I miss you playing guitar and singing to me.
And the way you call me darling.
Hugging you most of all.
And making you cookies.
And listening to you talk
about anything, everything.
Because I was just too shy to say a word.
And meeting your mom in a grocery store.
Ahahha oh my goodness. Sorry I’m just reminiscing some good times.
Rant~

Im already annoyed with the kids on facebook trying to be cool

“if someone says one more thing about the election”

Are you really annoyed about it? Its the president of the fucking united states that is about to be chosen hours from now. It more of a big deal then when drake is chosen for best rapper. holy fuck

and dont even complain about my facebook posts, im not sorry for being concerned with who will be determining my future when i enroll in college.

And if ill get a job when i graduate college

sorry, rant

My new hair stylist is pretty fucking cool.

He is amazing.